To love or To be loved. "Ada satu perkara tentang kasih sayang dan cinta.Cinta, walau banyak mana kau terluka. Kau akan masih sanggup dan tetap memilih dia tanpa perlu banyak alasan.Kasih sayang, punya sebab dan alasan. Tiba satu masa, kau cuma berasa kasih. Seperti kasih antara satu hamba Allah kepada hamba Allah yang lain.Umpama sesama […]
Road to Love.Love of Allah. There are times we feel suffocated.With all the things that happen around us.We keep on questioning ourselves if He is mad at us.We went on thinking about what we did wrong. But, by time.We keep on forgiving and asking for forgiveness.We repented.We asked for His blessing more than we usually […]
Ending.Every story has its ends.Every beginning has an ending except for Him, indeed.Everyone eventually parts away someday. Looking back on these days,The heartaches lesser, alhamdulillah.The heart feels calmer, alhamdulillah. Less of anger,Less of unnecessary speech. More of silence,More of searching for quality than quantity. Alhamdulillah.
We broke up a year plus a few months agoYour friends are mine, you know I knowYou've moved on, found someone new (i guess, let's say it's a yes. Plus I've seen it once on your Twitter.)One more girl who brings out the better in youAnd I thought my heart achedFrom all the sunlight of […]
아픔 (Ache). Does it ache? Does it ache a lot? 미안. I'm sorry. I am sorry that I could not understand you. I am sorry that I failed to tolerate your misjudgement. Though I thought it is a new beginning. But, it is not exaggerating to call it natural. The truth is, I am tired […]
Upon your wishes. I hope there are days that you will always have the guts to trust Him through your life. Yes, despite the hardship you had and will face. I can't promise you that putting all your trust in Him will lead you to a beautiful life without pain, but what for sure is, […]
The whisper. I always heard those kinds of things that bad things come from the whisper of evil spirits. At times, I think maybe it's true. But at the same time, there is one thought which I thought of bad things might come from our lust. That explains the importance of fasting. It is to […]
Friday, 2nd of July 2021. Alhamdulillah. Today is another beautiful day. I get to smile and control the way I react to things around me. I know of what I did. I am keeping it to myself. I will try my best to be a better version of myself, day by day, time by time. […]
Having gloomy days more than happy days is just part of my life, I guess. No matter how sincere you are with your truth, it never makes sense to her. No matter how good you are, you never able to satisfy her. But, be careful. A single mistake can create a whole sorrowful story. Back […]
White flags have had different meanings throughout history and depending on the locale.During this pandemic Covid-19 in Malaysia, they say, the white flag symbolises people seeking help. Since the pandemic begins, there have been a lot more people struggling every day to meet their ends. Some still have their work paid. Some lost their job. […]
Fine line of happiness.Alhamdulillah. Indeed, all praises go to Allah, The All-Will power.After all those gloomy days, today mark the new fine line of a brief smile.For everything that happens, it is always the hardest to believe if you'll succeed. But what drives you to go through it all is your beliefs in Allah.I am […]
Silence.It has been so ordinary between us.We argued.We fought.We keep it to ourselves. I am sorry that I am not the right one for you.I am sorry that I am so far from perfection.I am sorry that I am not able to fill your satisfaction.I am sorry for everything I am. At times, you did […]
Misunderstand.The thing about being misunderstood and misunderstand things is difficult. Sometimes, they knew that they were being misunderstood, but they also knew that no one is listening. There is no space for correction. Thus, all the "right thing to say" buried away with the silence. As time pass by, it becomes super normal to stay […]
This is for You, Dear Allah. Terrified of losing you.I'm afraid of myself going back to the way I used to be.I am grateful to feel happy after the storm. And of course, I strongly believe it comes from You. You sent over that one thing called "happiness" to brighten my day. Which, I could […]
Falling apart. There are times when you have no idea of what is going on around you, but it just seems like something is off. You have no clue but you have no guts to ask too. And you end up tired. Again. I heard of this one thing. The higher your belief, the higher […]
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Start fresh. I believe it does sounds simple. Though actually, it requires a lot of energy from anyone that wishes to do so. Start fresh. It does not need to be something so big. At times, it might be starting fresh a new blog nor things as simple as deleting the […]
You may think that your eating patterns are normal. But! Don’t be so sure. It might not. There is no single cause of eating disorders. Body dissatisfaction, dieting, and depression are common risk factors for the onset of an eating disorder. Eating disorders can be overcome with professional help and support from family and peers. […]
