My mind consumes me with this unsettling thought
leaving me baffled, confused on what I ought.
it's easier to shun it away, long forgotten,
but escaping doesn't fix anything does it?
Say I were to express these unspoken of truths
that confined me and hindered me to show myself, soothe.
Will the opportunity to speak of be bestowed?
Am I to be strengthened, courage, bravery endowed?
words can bleed too much heart
can cut too deep wound
so i keep my thoughts to myself
days passed days
months passed months
years passed years
the more it happen
the more it saddens me
i resists to not tell anyone
because i know..
nothing will change if i do so