This is for You, Dear Allah.
Terrified of losing you.
I'm afraid of myself going back to the way I used to be.
I am grateful to feel happy after the storm. And of course, I strongly believe it comes from You. You sent over that one thing called "happiness" to brighten my day. Which, I could not thank you enough for that.
Despite the happiness that keeps on growing inside me, I could not hide the fact that I feel terrified. I'm afraid over the thought that I might forget You.
Thus, O Allah The All-Mighty,
I plead your Love to always flourish my heart with the feeling of your presence.
I plead your Love to keep reminding me to not get swayed away with this Dunya and end up being far from You.
I plead your Love to always bless and love my parents, my family and my loved ones so that every beat of my heart will keep on reminding me of how much You have been blessing me, and that I need to always feel grateful.
O Allah, I am out of words to express my gratitude for all that You've given me. But still, I thank you and indeed all the beautiful things come from You.