Upon your wishes.
I hope there are days that you will always have the guts to trust Him through your life. Yes, despite the hardship you had and will face. I can't promise you that putting all your trust in Him will lead you to a beautiful life without pain, but what for sure is, He will always be there for you. It is a matter of either you can feel it or not in a time of despair.
There may be days when you feel like you have sinned so much. It suffocates you. You feel so weak. All you can do is close your eyes and wish as if you could be better. As days pass by, you keep the faith and guts within yourself to be a better version of yourself day by day. Without you realize, you have never stop being good to your dear self.
Some day you failed to pull yourself together. Some day you are great. Some day you are the best in whatever you are doing. Keep on believing that it is a process and the path that will lead you closer to Him. Keep on loving Him with all your heart. That is all my wish I dedicated for everyone and especially for my dear self. Amin.
Surah Ta Ha, ayat 25-26
(25) رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي ...
[Terjemahan Basmeih] Wahai Tuhanku, lapangkanlah bagiku, dadaku; (25)
(26) وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي
[Terjemahan Basmeih] "Dan mudahkanlah bagiku, tugasku; (26)
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